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Meant To Be Gay

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I found a little notebook, but it isn't the address book I was looking for. It's a...it's a journal. I kept a journal! I begin to read, and the first date goes back to less than three years ago - I read things that don't make sense.

I love him so much! I don't think I could've survived what I did to my mom if it wasn't for him. He is always there for me and thank God for that.

I move a few pages down to a later date's entry and find more comments about a man. A man I supposedly love.

The therapist wants me to tell him about my past, but how exactly do you tell the man you love that your mother is dead because of you? How do I tell the man I love that the reason I refuse to call my dad is because of the shame and guilt I've been carrying around?

I stop reading. So many questions are making my head hurt. What did I do that killed my mom? Who the hell is he? Could it be Scotland? He often acts as if he loves me, but I still think he's keeping secrets from me.

Who can I trust after the accident that took my memory away? 

Is he really just my roommate?

 

Straight Until You Series

Not So Straight

Blame The Kiss Cam

Forbidden Grief

Brandon Lincoln’s ex-fiancée and co-president at the same company, left him months before the wedding to elope with her high school sweetheart. His sole focus is to get someone to fill the vacant position so he can go back to normal.

Sebastian Burke is excited over the new opportunity presented to him, after the president of a US-based branch resigns, leaving the second president of the company, with the weight of overseeing operations on all departments. He sees the move from Canada to the US as a step toward achieving what he always dreamt of, until his wife gives him an ultimatum-Stay in Canada or get a divorce.
Brandon and Seb fight by day and play with fire at night, but neither is willing to dig deep into what they feel building within them. One fights his desire to be with a man for the first time, the other sees it all as a new adventure.
Can they walk away after they try?

 

Choices? Turns out I have two of them.
– Proposing to my girl at a Baseball game.
– Kissing a guy.
I didn't think this through, did I?

I’m waiting for the Kiss Cam at a Baseball game so that I can propose to my girlfriend. All I can think of now is her; my future wife. I text my best friend again, and he confirms it, in about ten minutes, cameras will be on us, and I’ll be down on one knee as I put the ring on my woman’s finger.

The moment is almost here when I accidentally see an incriminating picture proving she is cheating. In an attempt to humiliate her, I want revenge. Not caring about anything but the pain in my soul, all I want is to make her feel the same hurt I’m feeling, so when the Kiss Cam finally shows us, I decide to kiss the person seated on my other side. The problem? The person seated next to me is a guy.

 

𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐡𝐚𝐦

I open my door to find Carter, Jason, and my daughter sleeping on my couch. I don't know how long I stand behind my recliner admiring the scene in front of me. I want to be part of it and it's weird. It feels strange.

Leaving them to sleep, I get to the bathroom to shower and take care of other business. Since I became a single father, I've resorted to watching porn and jerking off. I've watched gay porn on occasions but never really got off because of it. Not until today at least. Because my imagination runs wild with the image of Carter and Jason together, and I end up masturbating to the sounds they make in my head.

I close my eyes and throw my head back bringing myself closer and closer to the final line. I see them kissing, I see them sucking on each other’s skin. I see them walking my way. I see them kneel in front of me and feel lips closing around my eager and hard as hell buddy, but I don't know which one of them it is, and I couldn't care less. All I know is that picturing either of them on their knees for me is the last push I needed to finish all over my hand as the water washes it all away.

𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙚𝙭𝙘𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣.

The Club Series

Beyond Our Own Lies

Just One Shade of Gay

Too Much Too Soon

DECLAN

My name is Declan Maximus. I am the son and heir to one of the most powerful entrepreneurs in Boston. I am twenty-seven years old and no, I haven’t come out to my family yet. I even have a girlfriend, her name is Shanira Bridge. Shanira has been my best friend since we were kids; the girl next door. The one my dad wants me to marry, so our families can merge and become even richer. Such a typical cliché. Shanira and I became best friends and as luck would have it, my girlfriend has a girlfriend of her own. Seems neither of us is in a rush to leave the closeted life. I had decided that it was time for me to explore what I really want, but I’m not yet ready to shout it to the world.

DOMINIC

I am Dominic Charles. That’s right... I am the Dominic Charles. Women and men bow down to me, my money, and my demands. I reject all women, put all men on their knees, and walk away satisfied with no strings attached. Then there’s Nalc. Sweet, naive Nalc. I don’t know him, have never seen him either other than his naked chest on a profile picture. With all I’m paying for that site’s membership, you’d think they would show you a little bit more than a chest, but Nalc’s? I want to lick each crease between his muscles

Another Thursday night spent in the dark. I watch everyone kissing... touching. I watch them all, always, but I never bring myself to join. Until today. I see his wavy dirty blond hair that never seems to be in place, and I know it’s him.

I’ve been coming to Thesaurus for months. Every Thursday without missing one. At first, I thought it was a club for people that enjoys kink. Oh, they enjoy kinks, alright! So much so that they go at it right there, in the middle of the club.

I don’t know the guy’s name, I just know I always see him here with another guy, and they never join. I know how bad it is that I want to see them join the platform, they are together after all and I’m not into cheating, but if seeing them together is the only way I can see Blondie naked, I'd take, but he never goes on stage. He never joins the platform where so many others display their connection for all of us to enjoy.

Tonight, however…
All that has changed.

We came to the club for answers. Turns out we didn't have the right questions. Questions like "Why do I want to change the plan for him?" or "Why do I feel like after him, there will be nobody else?"

I heard about this anonymous gay club for hookups and knew this was my chance to explore who I really am. I just wanted to find out more about myself, but I never thought that to find myself, I needed to search in the eyes of someone that showed me the best version of Jacob Brookwell. The best version of me.

He’s bisexual; we both are. Neither of us is in a rush to shout it to the world—me because first I want it to be real and him, because he’s afraid of his fate.

Jeremy Maximus has lived to see the pain of his gay brother caused by non-other than his own father. His brother was berated and humiliated while Jeremy was loved and cherished. Jeremy's father loves him... for now. Will he ever risk giving that up if in exchange all he gets it’s me?

Am I asking for too much?

Gay
Indeed

Moving Forward Series; Book One

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Tobias

My name is Tobias Spencer, and as a small-town boy from Maine, it was always my dream to live in Boston. I finally made it; I just wasn’t expecting for my bad luck to follow me from Millinocket and leave me homeless at the mercy of kind people… person, at the mercy of a kind person who I now call my boss. My hot, perfect, broody, kind, and very straight, boss.

Working with Harvey Breevort is the best thing that happened to me in this city. Working with Harvey might be the worst thing that happened to me in this city. I want him; I crave him. Maybe...maybe I even need him.


Harvey

Setting up Tobias on a date surely backfired; I wasn’t expecting him to like this guy at all. They don’t even look good together. I mean, he is attracted to me. He does his best to hide it, and even though it’s not reciprocated, I don’t mind that his cheeks get all red and flushed when I swim in my pool, which is why it pisses me off that he likes this guy that looks so much different to me.

Tobias should be consistent, right? If he likes muscles, then he should go looking for someone that looks like me. Not me, definitely not me! But he should at least... look like me. Shouldn’t he?

When I Choose To
Wake Up

FM Romance
Story

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How does one go from having the worst life, based on the worst decisions, to living your dream life and having all you thought yourself incapable of? Go into a coma. That's right, you read correctly. And here is where I explain to you why.

My name is Liam Tanner Everell. I have a girlfriend—or three. I don't quite remember and honestly? Who even has time to count? I left home for college two years ago; a year ago, my little sister decided to go to the same college. And what do you know? She ends up dating my roommate. That wouldn't bother me if she didn't run to my mom—figuratively, of course—to tell her everything I do that she would disapprove of, which is pretty much all I do every minute I'm awake.

I was lucky enough to have wealthy parents; it doesn't hurt that they are also decent people. Of course, that means I'm used to getting what I want, when I want it, and because I want it. I have a simple job to help me finish my degree—communications. That was my bright idea; getting a degree in communications when I can barely stand talking to the people I already know.

Why do I tell you all this about myself? Because within the next few months, that guy will die... and I will be born.